Jo Mikan

I’m so in this kind of mood this week.
It seems that every time I’m at work, I pulled in a thousand directions. Then I go home and enjoy Hannah and when she goes to bed, I’m ready to just lay in bed watching television or reading a book until the time passes around bed.
I have not exercised in a week because of schedule conflicts and Christmas launched for good measure and just when I think that goes well this week I reported late for work, which would have been my first day return period. Needless to say I did not on Monday.
I hope that my coach did not think that I purposely ignored because I was on a roll and hope to continue my progress, sometimes at the end of this week. I also decided I’m going to join the Y! I am quite happy for that hope and I really agree my husband to come! My mother is coming with me so that will be super fun. She used to be a fan of fitness in her younger years, I am curious to see if it becomes that way again.
I set my goal to lose at least 80 pounds by October. With really try to lose more than 100lbs, but I do not feel too overwhelmed and so I always say 80 lbs. I hope this good work! I need to lose 10lbs a minimum of one month and feel successful with my goal. It is hoped that the world around me, it can offer support and encouragement of my goal. I need this body to a weight to bear a child!
As a side note, I find it very ironic and insensitive to all at the same time … we had secret santa santa my work and gave me DOVE CHOCOLATE! WTH! and hot chocolate! This person you mind and knew that I exercise and eat healthier on earth, so why would it give me candy!
Other unsually my crappy mood, Christmas was a great pleasure! Hannah is it opened and played with her toys! I was very impressed because many people told me that this Christmas would not be fun. I beg to differ.
My MIL said, "Next year will be much better, it will be more toys." Do not ask me if this comment came from because neither Tom nor I complained about Christmas are not fun. "Sometimes I think people talk themselves to hear.
A friend of my knowledge has recently made several attempts to re-ignite and our friendship, even if it was given my phone number and e-mail two months ago, she has just now sent me a e-mail at 12-23. I thought it rather interesting because I have not spoken to his nearly five years, our friendship did not end in good condition and I was fine with it. When I stop a friendship, it is justified and that it was super shadow and my mother never paid back a sum of money has been all the motivation I need to stop seeing her. So anyone, she sent me an email about how sad it is and how often she thinks about me … blah, blah, blah. At first, I said what happened long ago is not a problem, etc, etc … but the more I think about it the more annoyed I get. I have all the friends that I really need and do not want more. If you withdraw, it was for good reason, and I’m really not looking to turn our friendship lost. I have two best friends that I’ve never had a fall and that’s all I want. I do not need fair-weather friends. Fortunately, I managed to get rid of all of them and do not want them back. Does this mean me? I feel like I’m nasty, cruel and Christian. But I really did not want to let people who hurt me in the past, in my world … Perhaps it is asking too much?
I think I need a holiday, but for now I’ll settle on the breakdown of this blog. Thank you to everyone who is at the bottom of this post, your comments are appreciated!